i seem to be questioning myself more and more lately. every time i try to form a decent sentence, i find myself sitting there with my eyes closed, shaking my head. i pick up my phone, put it down. i have to stop myself from contacting you. i dont even know why. i dont want to admit that i was wrong? i dont want you to know how vulnerable i am? i dont know.. i just want to call you and tell you that i was wrong, that i need you. i want to find the words to show you everything you are to me, but i just end up sitting there, with my eyes closed, shaking my head.
