no, not anymore. for the first time in a long while, i actually feel happy with myself. community service actually helped me so much. working with, getting to know and helping people with disabilities has made me realise that theres so much bigger things to worry about. i already knew that, yes, but i guess it just put things in perspective for me. im not angry anymore, im not holding onto anything anymore. without sounding like a hippy, im very at peace with myself. this may have something to do with something else, but thats a different story.
