memories.

i found every ramones cd i own today. well, all but one. ive been listening to them for about three hours now and im loving it more than anything else right now. theyre bringing back memories of summer years and years and years ago, when i was just out of school. my life was so simple then. i worked in my little cafe at lindemans, drove my little red charade (which i broke and no longer had first gear haha) and had the most amazing friends ever. i was young and dumb and didnt care about anything. i remember having a crush on shane then, he worked for lindemans so i seen him every day almost. id never admit to crushing on him, even though i knew the feeling was mutual. id come home from work, have dinner then if the boys werent doing anything, id drive to morriset and pick them up. ryan first, then stuart, pitt, in the early days, then we'd drive to pick up tim. we'd just drive around for hours and hours, yelling at people out of the window, annoying the prostitutes in iso.. just random shit. one time we went to maccas and got 14 ice creams simply to throw at people. that night, pitt was with us and he had a bottle of v, but when he finished, he went to throw it out the window. he didnt see a car, missed it by about 20cms and it smashed out front of the police station full of cops haha. ah, and another time, stuart and i got so sick off a pizza we 'invented'. cheese pizza with lollies on top of it. it was the most disgusting thing. haha and tim, 'just leave me here to die!'. god, we had so much fun. we made stuart drink for the first time. going to red letter projects gigs and i always thought kynan and shaun hated me, turns out they were just scared of me because i was best friends with ryan. going to all the hardcore gigs with ryan and tim, hardcore dancing at balcolyn lake and talking about sex. they were all virgins then. then i got a different car, i dont remember why.. probably had something to do with driving so fast over the speed humps in edgeworth haha. the white excel came next. i fucked up that car too. id just picked up stuart and we were on the freeway heading to tuggerah to go to the movies, but just before the twin service stations, the accelerator stopped working so i rolled on in. only just made it to the bowsers and the car stopped and the attendent guy came running out with a fire extinguisher yelling for us to get out because my car was on fire hahaha we couldve blown up the whole place. needless to say, we didnt make it to the movies and i never seen that car again. before that car died, we spend my 18th birthday together. i picked the boys up and let stuart drive for a bit. haha he might've been on his Ls still? im not sure, but he was going around a corner and almost crashed into a house. i took over driving, which was fine, this was in my year of not drinking. anyway, we got back to my house to meet dane and we were just fucking around in the car then stuart jumped on the roof and i started driving up the road hahah and he went to jump off, but absolutely fucked himself up on the road. we made up some bullshit story to mum and she cleaned him up haha. it wouldve hurt so much, you could almost see bone on his elbow and his hip. god i had so much fun with those three boys. i miss them. i loved them so much. fuck, i always will.